We've had many people who have come here recently saying things like I would like to follow a shamanic path, or something to that effect. I would just like to say, no wouldn't like it, probably not even a little.
I'll try to explain this.
The shamanic path, in my experience, is not one that is simply chosen the way someone can, say, choose to become an Episcopalian rather than a Catholic. It has been my observation that the path chooses the shaman not the other way around. Becoming a shaman is an initiatory process that can take years, and those years are rough. They can include years of pain, depression and self doubt, even madness to one degree or another. Many who find themselves on this path deny the path fervently. Of course denying it does no good, it isn't something you can simply turn away from and expect to just "get on with your life". Many people who have tried to turn away from the shamanic path end up dead or insane.
For those who haven't read this
http://branwenscauldron.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=4136 it gives a brief description of just one journey. This journey is highly initiatory but is by no means the beginning or the end of my personal initiatory process. This journey is just one more step on the path that has been put before me. It is not a path that I have chosen. Believe me, I would not have chosen to go through the life I have lead to get to htis point. It is the path which I have accepted and that acceptance has brought me some peace.
In many legends we hear of people who fall into madness or severe illness for long periods of time (the most usual is seven years). Then if they survive they return to the community able to do shamanic work (healings, soul retrievals, etc.). Of course they don't write stories about those who don't survive the first phase of the initiatory process.
Then after you come to realize and believe that you are on a shamanic path you get to deal with the rest of the world. A world that believes, no matter how erroneously, that it has outgrown the need of shaman.
Of the pagan paths, (although, you don't have to be pagan to be a shaman) it is my belief that shamanism is the hardest to walk faithfully.